January 2012
Well everyone, 15 til a New One.
I don’t have anything wise (feel free to place here) or that meaningful to say really.
It’s been a ride I can say that much.
So with love and me toasting you with some Barcardi Gold, hoping you all are safe and loved and happy on this New Years Eve lets say hey to a whole new Ride :)
December 2011
Watchneneleakessweave:
im a star
criminally beautiful.
I hate christmas.
I remember one christmas when I was 10 and I got a book to go with a series I really loved and I got Cats&Dogs on vhs. There was a big tree and lights and nice people and grandma.
Then there were the christmases spent in hospitals and the ones spent hungry and left.
Just got home.
So I’m mad and upset.
Because I tried calling Dean a bunch of times to let him know when I got off.
Then I had to call around to find a ride. Then he calls an hour later asking what time I got off.
I’m bone tired…to the core. & this is the second time.
I feel like I’m just really fucking pissed at him and everyone else.
I just don’t feel like doing it...
Having epiphanies at work when I’m 2ft deep in dishes is not fun, especially when its involving my mother. Sudden annoying first wake up thought.
Happy Birthday babies.
10 days from tomorrow my little sister is turning 11. 36 days from tomorrow Myah will be 1. My babies are growing up faster than I want them too.
Coming to grips.
I’m realizing I’m still holding onto a dream of a career in photojournalism in Africa during its civil wars. Now that I have Myah I couldn’t purposely put myself in a situation where I know that it is dangerous and not just a career on the line but a life too. But this is modern day where the woman of today is a superwoman, following her dreams in any career while being a mother....
Listen
just lonely.
Ahhh the build up.
Was pretty bad. Its the closer to the end the harder it is syndrome. I’m just tired and fed up with everything and everyone. Today should be better, so here’s hoping.
AND FUCK THE DAMN EXPEDITE LIGHTS AND YOU FUCKING...
No it is not fucking cold because its obviously being heated by these hot muthafucking lights and if you don’t believe me please feel free to hop over the counter and stick your hand on them. I can’t say it won’t burn you because it will cook your fucking hand.
1. I got burned at work, a customer made a scene because I’m Mexican and don’t know how to speak english and didn’t want me touch anything. I’m sorry I don’t speak ebonics and am not drunk off my ass to converse with you like you’d like me to be. & I AM NOT FUCKING MEXICAN, I DON’T SPEAK SPANISH AND I DON’T GIVE A SHIT THAT YOUR DUMBASS IS TOO...
