February 2012
Infinite, oh my.
January has flown by.
I’m a year older, my little one is year old and I’m already feeling like she’s growing up too fast for me to catch up too, but at the same time I’m also trying to convince my mental age that what I’m feeling is not a mid life crisis, just mommy blues haha.
My lover and my bestfriend is still by my side after a very long, slow, tiring,...
my baby.
i can’t help but watch you walk around with absolute amazement
so sure in your steps and your falls I wish for your bravery oh little one
i look at you and see all this beauty so small and so real
your fathers deep brown eyes look back at me from your face but your own little smile lights them like fireworks in a night sky
i watch you so sure in your steps and your falls wanting to...
January 2012
I hold her tight not knowing this is the end
Her goodbyes so soft and gentle
So unbelievable
Her tears so crystalline, so real
Her scent lingers pressed against my body
Her voice free floating in my mind
Until the day I see her laughing with another guy
Her smile radiating the warmth she once played for me
The sunshine dancing her in eyes
Her hand pressed into his arm as if to say
...
"90's Moment"
Troll dolls
Savage Garden
Chumbawamba
Natalie Imbruglia
Polly Pocket haha
You, are you.
When I grew up in Samoa I spoke fluent Samoan. I grew up going to church, being taught the values, the traditions and the ins and outs, the fa’a samoa. But this didn’t mean that I was accepted as a Samoan.
There is a flaw in races, as there are in many things. But if two different races can’t possibly accept one another than what can be expected of the children of bi-racial...
Maybe if they tried to understand me: tupac shakur →
allyouneedisfoodbro:
With my eyes closed I can c we have a chance 2 discover ecstasy but the clouds of doubt have made u blind so u R afraid of the emotions that u may find I know that u’ve been hurt before but this is no excuse 4 u 2 ignore the seed that cupid planted, in hopes that we could sow This infant…
This is new.
I guess I’ve been hiding from putting all of this that has been shouting to be put down.
It’s a new year but I’m fighting the same old heart ache, the same ol’ ghosts.
Moving back again, sounds so funny to say it out loud again. Space, new trials and tribulations, the beach, different scene same struggle I suppose. But I’m ready, steady, go.& I really want to...
Well everyone, 15 til a New One.
I don’t have anything wise (feel free to place here) or that meaningful to say really.
It’s been a ride I can say that much.
So with love and me toasting you with some Barcardi Gold, hoping you all are safe and loved and happy on this New Years Eve lets say hey to a whole new Ride :)
December 2011
Watchneneleakessweave:
im a star
criminally beautiful.
I hate christmas.
I remember one christmas when I was 10 and I got a book to go with a series I really loved and I got Cats&Dogs on vhs. There was a big tree and lights and nice people and grandma.
Then there were the christmases spent in hospitals and the ones spent hungry and left.
Just got home.
So I’m mad and upset.
Because I tried calling Dean a bunch of times to let him know when I got off.
Then I had to call around to find a ride. Then he calls an hour later asking what time I got off.
I’m bone tired…to the core. & this is the second time.
I feel like I’m just really fucking pissed at him and everyone else.
I just don’t feel like doing it...
